Well I went to see my financial advisor for the Art Institute. Even half time I'm way out of my league financially. I even had to apply for a private loan, which turned out needs a co-signer. I don't have one. With my dad having his own family now and financial/medical troubles of his own, I can't even think of asking him to co-sign a terrible loan as this with me. This much money is the kind that can get you nicely planted in Jail if you can't pay it. Also my mom had the big C and she is still paying medical bills. She doesn't have insurance so it was wicked. Plus internal bleeding for a few months. So ya I'm not asking her to co-sign with me. Also after all is said and done, I would have to make two payments a month, because consoldation doesn't work with this loan and my federal loans.. So I'm not going.
I may try University of Arizona again. *cries* It's a wonderful school but I do fear it in some ways due to my early experiences. It was beautiful and terrible at all the same time, most like a hungry tiger. But I will go back to it. Maybe having some experinece under my belt will help me. I also wondered if they had forensics there o.o I was going to try to finish graphic design or hit up forensics. In the end I may fall back to my local college again.
Well it was nice to be excited for a while.
Que sera sera whatever will be will be.

I will work hard toward all this.
My commissions are rounding out a bit. I'm a bit spread out. I've been working a little here and there. I think I will have to becareful in the future, because I don't like how long it takes me to get things done. <3 I need to take classes on faster visualization and realization. Don't worry I won't let you down.. I'm working like a dog